I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down. But I know how I feel about you know.

2009-05-07 @ 21:58:07

I have a confess. I am a bookaholic. To really make you understand how badly i need books to survive, let me tell you this; on a scale of 1-10 i'm laying somewhere around 20!
Why am I telling you this now? Well it's because i'm right in a middle of a bookdrought if i can call it that. I have no idea of what to read! I'm so into the twilight-saga that I have no clue of what other great books that are out there!
Even though I'm not over my twilight-books crush, not in a million years, i need something new to read!
So help me, please? booksbooksbooks, now!

Don't think I'm a psychopath or something now, I just love books. ;)

Have a wonderful life.
Pegah Zarassi.

In a town that's cold and grey, we will have a sunny day.

2009-05-06 @ 23:26:49

A woman and a man were involved in a car accident. Both their cars were completely destroyed, but amazingly enough they both got away without damage. When they crawled out of their cars the woman said: "So you are a man, that was interesting. I am a woman. Oh, look at our cars! There is nothing left - and we are unharmed. This must be a sign from God that we will continue to meet and be friends and live together happily ever after. "
Flattered the man responds: "O yes, I agree with you. This MUST be a sign from God!"
The woman continues: "And look at this, here is another miracle. My car was destroyed but my bottle of wine did not break. God must want us to drink wine and celebrate our great luck." Then she passes the bottle to the man, he noddges, opens the bottle and drinks half of the wine.
He then passes the bottle back to the woman. She takes the bottle, puts the cork back on and gives it to the man, who asks: "Are you not to drink anything?" The woman responds: "No thanks. I think I should wait for the police .."

The moral of this story: Women are smart bastards, so do not mess with them! ;)

Have a wonderful life.
Pegah Zarassi.

Just because everything's changing, doesn't mean it's never been this way before.

2009-05-06 @ 22:52:03

Today I've been quite philosophical. I have been thinking a lot about how small desicions can change so much!
It can change you as person, relations with friends, relations to family or how people will start to look at you after that one single innocent decision.
This past weekend I did something that I think have changed me but I'm not sure if it was for the better or worse. Really mixed feelings right now.
It felt releasing, it really did but at the same time I got this worried feeling in my stomach. How will this make me look?
I don't regret one thing at all but did the people who were involved in this? I'm not sure. And i can't really get myself to be sure in any way even though friends tell me it's all alright.
Have I ruined friendshieps that were developing (from my point of view) to something really great?
There are a lot more questions than answers that are filling up my head. I'm just confused.

I think I'm going to let these two pictures explain my mindblowing thoughts right now.

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

-Regina spektor - The call

Have a wonderful life.
Pegah Zarassi.